So since my last post was all about not-reality, lets try to switch it up.
I mean, don't think that the crush has passed, cause oh. my. goodness. i have problems.
But yes, the real world.
It is the time of IEPs. IEPs everywhere, all the time. I actually sat down with our SLP and write out an IEP on Monday for a transitioning students and it was kinda of thrilling. I mean, terrifying of course, but thrilling too. I kept saying "Can I do that?' and she was like "You're the teacher, you can do whatever you want!" How scary is that? I have power....PHENOMINAL COSMIC POWER.
Our ABA coach came today and asked about staffing for next year and I was like "OMG PLEASE FIND MY ANNOYING IA A TEACHING JOB SO HE CAN LEAVE." And she was like "No problem." ::angelic choir::
Disney in one week!!!!! I'm afraid I'm just going to be exhausted on the vacation and I'm not sure how to fix that. Just gotta remember to enjoy the moments while I'm in them, no matter how tired I am.
Always in the back of my mind is this uncertainty about the next two years with my parents leaving on their mission and my sister and her family moving and no one (so far) to take care of my little brother except for me...and what am I supposed to do? The other night while I was praying about it, i thought "I could just quit my job for two years and take care of my brother. I could do that. I could finish my Masters, maybe even get a second degree and licence, go back to work when my parents get home in a job that I like even better...." That thought is still kinda bubbling around in my head, but I know my parents would never let me do that. They would feel too guilty. But they shouldn't, cause that scenario has a lot of perks for me as well. But yeah, no, they won't let it happen. But so far it's been my only solution.
Meanwhile, my sister and I are prepping our house to go on the market, counting down to Disney, and trying not to eat everything in sight. So continues my life...
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